In the last
discussion, I realized that I didn’t get to the last phrase in verse 4; but I
left it because it fit well with the next few verses.
NOTES
In James 1:4,
James told me that I should persevere so that I can be “mature and complete”. The next phrase seems to expand on that: “not lacking anything”. Doesn’t it seem obvious that if I’m “complete”,
I’m “not lacking anything”? I mean, if I
lack something, I’m not complete. Right? But “perseverance must finish it work”, so I’m
not there yet. I’m not yet “complete”.
What’s interesting
is how that thought is continued in the following verse. Of all the things I lack that he could choose
to specify, James chooses wisdom. He
says that if I ask God for wisdom, He’ll give it to me.
My thoughts
immediately flew to Solomon. You can
find this story in 1 Kings 3:5-14. God
told Solomon to ask for anything. He asked for “a discerning heart to govern your
people and to distinguish between right and wrong”—wisdom. God was so pleased with Solomon’s request
that He also gave him riches and honor.
This passage
tells me that God wants to give me wisdom, too.
It says all I have to do is ask! But
then James attaches a warning:
“But when he asks, he must believe and not doubt, because he
who doubts is like a wave of the sea, blown and tossed by the wind. That man should not think he will receive
anything from the Lord…”
I’ll be honest,
that qualifier seems to put this out of my reach. I want to be full of faith and never doubt, but
doubt creeps in. Why? Maybe it’s because I feel so unworthy, so
undeserving of His favor. But the
statement was NOT that He’ll give it if I deserve it; it was that He’ll give it
if I ask for it and trust that He keeps His word.
1 Samuel
16:7b tells us that “Man looks at the outward appearance, but the Lord looks at
the heart.” So, what does my heart look
like? My heart, even when it doubts,
longs NOT to doubt! My heart longs to be
like Jesus and to please Him. Maybe the
doubter James is talking about here is someone who wavers back and forth in
his/her commitment to Him—today, she longs to please Jesus; tomorrow, she could
care less about Him and longs only to please herself. I’m just thinking here—maybe I’ve
oversimplified it or missed the mark completely because sometimes I can be
pretty self-centered. But I sincerely
believe that the “not doubting” has something to do with my heart condition.
Perhaps,
before I pray for wisdom I should be like the father in Mark 9:24 who brought
his son to Jesus to be healed. This was
his prayer:
“I do believe; help me overcome my
unbelief!”
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