COMMENTS
Do you ever look back at a situation
and, suddenly, realize that it was an answer to one of your prayers? That happened to me this morning as I thought
about something that happened yesterday.
NOTES
I messed up. That email I got was simply laugh-out-loud
hilarious. So I laughed out loud and
proceeded to forward it to a few close friends.
It was a little “off color”, so I included a comment that the receiver
should let me know if it was offensive so that I wouldn’t send any future
off-color missives their way. The need
to include such a comment should have been a wake-up call.
That happened night before last. As I lay in bed, little pricks of conscience
nagged me; but they were easy enough to ignore.
I suppose the Spirit was working on me as I slept because by mid-morning
yesterday my conscience was in full-blown revolt. I couldn’t think about anything else. So, I surrendered. I asked God to forgive me and determined to
send an apologetic email to my victims as soon as I got home.
At that moment, peace came. I sent the apology as promised and went about
the business of the day.
Now, let me back up a step. Recently, I have been bothered that the list
of sins that I confess in my prayers has been so short. I know that I’m far from perfect and that I’m
sinning more than in those few areas.
So, I started confessing those “unknown” sins and asking the Lord to
reveal them to me. As I prayed this
morning, God showed me that what happened yesterday was an answer to that
prayer. My conscience (the Holy Spirit
at work!) bothered me so much because God was doing exactly what I asked—He was
showing me my sin.
Three Bible verses came into play as God
and I walked through this experience:
- When I confessed to Him yesterday morning, God immediately brought Romans 8:28 to my mind. That verse states that “all things work together for good to them that love God, to them who are the called according to his purpose”. So I prayed that He would use my sin for good.
- I subscribe to a service that emails me a “Verse of the Day”. This morning’s verses were Matthew 5:14-16. The very first line I read was, “You are the light of the world.” I’ve got to be honest: that scared me to death! A light is supposed to be pure and good. That doesn’t describe me at all! But I do WANT to be light….
- Then, God, ever my comforter and encourager, reminded me of Philippians 3:12-14. I close with that uplifting and reassuring thought from the Apostle Paul:
“Not that I have already obtained all this, or have already been made perfect, but I press on to take hold of that for which Christ Jesus took hold of me. Brothers, I do not consider myself yet to have taken hold of it. But one thing I do: Forgetting what is behind and straining toward what is ahead, I press on toward the goal to win the prize for which God has called me heavenward in Christ Jesus.”